Ohhh man...

Just re-read my post on vaccines.  I must have been fired up since I don't even think I hit spell check.  Phew... I have my moments that I gotta let off a little steam.  Skip over those if you must cause they may be R rated and I probably forgot to warn you that foul language was heading your way.  Anyway.  Facebook.  Addiction.  My addiction to facebook.  Yeah.  I was thinking about what I used to do.  Chase boys, do makeup, make money at a job to buy makeup, put the makeup on to find cute boys, shop for cute clothes so that I can find cute boys, work, work more, go to school, eat, go out to eat, hang out, drive around going nowhere because it was fun (and we might meet cute boys).  NO WONDER I AM SO FLIPPEN BORED!  I don't do any of that anymore.  LOL  Now... I don't have to look far for cute boys.  I am surrounded by 4 of them.  They keep me so busy that there isn't much time for makeup or work.  Since there is no work there is no extra money for cute clothes and driving around aimlessly while wasting a full tank of gas listening to Green Day. Though I can totally go for a night drive to the beach with the windows down, it just doesn't have the same effect when you have little ones screaming "I STUCK" while trying to unbuckle his own carseat.  So I am here.  Making a home.  Cleaning and washing and checking the computer since sometimes I feel the only connection to outside life I have is through this laptop.  As long as I see the sun... whether it be on a run, a family outing or a few hours at the park letting the kids burn some energy I am fine.  Happy actually that I have everything I always wanted.  Someone who loves me as much as I love him, a place to live, my kids, our health.  I could sure use just a little more money to spend on Etsy but that isn't a must have, just a want.  Things are good.  And if Facebook is my only vice... then I think that I am doing pretty well